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Wash Sin From msfullphat in woman (89 days old)

I smell deliciously bad Odourous in extreme. Extremely unclean. … more

Growing pains From msfullphat in woman (89 days old)

Motherhood shifts, unfamiliar ground we are breaking my children and I. What do we need from each other now? I provide an income still, though I'm close to breaking that particular chain, just a… more

Am I sitting comfortably? From msfullphat in woman (89 days old)

Begin stiff little fingers hover reluctant, shy? over the keyboard let the passing of crap be brief, my hellish ego cries from within, and unbridle these fingers to release the writers energy requi… more

Fascinating Fat From msfullphat in woman (318 days old)

I need a new blog. … more

silenced nights From msfullphat in woman (327 days old)

stasis its not that I have remained unmoved concealed within the chest chaos and unrest rpeated patterns of inconsoalble grief swamp out the lightness of my beingi have wllowedbeneath this blanket… more

you there my lovely From msfullphat in woman (501 days old)

Hardly morning pages,undawned the day as velvet night rests beyond the windowwhich floods my room with lighthardly been here, well here yes but not therewhere are youhold my hand and heart stilllinger… more

just From msfullphat in woman (538 days old)

comfort and joycursory acknowledgementopportunity lostminutes passforgive and forgetonly you have nothing to sayreacting away from my solitary hearttime healsjoking apartonly fools are rushingyearning… more

yellow rose From msfullphat in woman (538 days old)

How touched am I by the single flower The sweet perfume of the perfect bloom The head held high catching my eye And I reach and pluck you to my lips Embrace the beauty with a gentle kiss Yes yo… more

Beautiful From msfullphat in woman (553 days old)

Sun shines your warm smile and loving heart The Ocean calls your adventurous spirit Green fields lay the parchment for your vibrant history I am on the train to Edinburgh My mother, I am glad you … more

Freedom. From msfullphat in woman (570 days old)

who else am I that I do not spend every waking hour of every day here with my words and the melodies they play? what sought of tuneless misery am I embracing shifting meaningless from one foot… more

I do not know From msfullphat in woman (572 days old)

and I went from the table to my son's bed. Laid myself next to him and gazed at his strength whilst he slept. and then just breifly I saw my own unravelling. If he were to die? his grandmother's eyes … more

just ask From msfullphat in woman (572 days old)

capacious love, not quite extinct but tired , so tired endlessly waiting to give itself and it couod be you, just ask.… more

3 is the magic number From msfullphat in woman (572 days old)

chill creaks at my shoulders hardening rocks either side of my throat my poor, sore throat. and I am laughing at my weakness. chill creeeping along, longing lines towrds my elbows rested h… more

Suggestions PLease From msfullphat in woman (594 days old)

ah!I am annoyingly museless.have been this way for so many months. Bereft. I stay away. Lost.Stories filter into my mind via ears clogged by decades of abuse and I am so tired and I have nothing to sa… more

always and forever From msfullphat in woman (638 days old)

if I write of the sunlight will I hold it here forever light of my light, my eyes behold and delight if I write of sunlight can I recall it at will blowing winter dust from my eys and letting my … more

Lust not Caution From msfullphat in woman (638 days old)

his company fills me with a gentle joy I know I am not his not here not now but I will allow myself time with him here and now and I will allow myself the joy I feel in his company and I w… more

Posted by proud mum From msfullphat in woman (652 days old)

The lovely lad right at the end is my darling son aged just 13yrs! he turns 18 in a couple of weeks and is currently 6' 2". Bless! I am so proud. Schools protest war in Iraq! … more

Some things I wrote whilst I was not here From msfullphat in woman (658 days old)

Come onCome on, don’t take my words so seriouslyI am born to playAnd am askinAskingAsking you to comeMuddy up Fingers dance on keyboard a ticking rythmnListen carefullyAre you sitting comfortabl… more

My world of Lovers From msfullphat in woman (699 days old)

an angel's whisper in the dark,softly speaking of friendship and love,pooling at the points of convergencethe pearl of the diamond in the tear and the dewhere we come together at the emergencethe arti… more

Mistletoe and Grime From msfullphat in woman (699 days old)

Just a quick shout out for all the yout dem in Manchester's Contact Young Actors Company who's Xmas show is a hoot! Excellent performances my young lovelies! Tickest availble ( possibly) from 0161 274… more

MMMMMMMMmmmmmmmm From msfullphat in woman (715 days old)

How quickly everything changes breasts blossom and round skin smooths and glows eyes sparkle and glimmer with hope one day, old ages has crept a chaste lock against my sex and now I have bee… more

loaded From msfullphat in woman (731 days old)

Mmmm lovely brown lettersI want to speak of corners , crazy dirty cornersdo you have them ?closing in or disapperaing into distancescobwebbed or clearwrenching bitternesses or testing tensions sharply… more

heavy hearts From msfullphat in woman (732 days old)

I was writing something miserable.then I looked at this lovely font and wanted more for it and from it.beautiful words deserve beautiful stories.lively characters full of love and hope and integrity.I… more

Gathering Myself From msfullphat in woman (745 days old)

I am nolonger nomadic have put down roots that enjoy a place, a space a routine now look you who have so long been fancy free carrying her children on her back had been caught in the trap … more

new times From msfullphat in woman (755 days old)

let me restlet my fingers restupon the keyboardwaitingnew tunesand new wordsplay through my headdeciphered by someand listeningsome will tilt heads and turntowards the spiralling up and the spiralling… more

fateful From msfullphat in woman (755 days old)

My fate awaits my breath abates aaaaah soon sweet friend I will be back i feel it in my waters!… more

timeless From msfullphat in woman (759 days old)

Could there ever be less time? time to think or not to think time to smile but not to laugh time to speak but not to hear time to wash and dress and never any time to be undressed no more woe… more

going From msfullphat in woman (776 days old)

they tell me I am unwilling to listen? They have ripped out my tongue and shattered my eardrums with thier fists and still I try to listen. they tell me I don't respect them? I dont.… more

wasted From msfullphat in woman (776 days old)

I'm slipping against a surface of impenetrable unconcern, that has soul shattering jagged edges my reality bounces off. I'm keening, howled at the moon last night and I am asking myself … more

what tells a stranger that your lover has passed closely by? From msfullphat in woman (793 days old)

Closing her eyes to let the daydream come.The airconditioning unit blew its unrelenting melody in the far corner of her office and the traffic on the Alfreton Road competed with its irregular bass and… more